The love you take...

This is my favorite thing about my neighborhood. Sometimes, I think I’m not cut out for suburbia. That I’m stuck to live in a piece of Gothic America in a cheap issue of pulp fiction set in the 90’s but apart from my ramblings and strange allocations, my favorite thing about this place is the sky… I’ll look up at it and see endless sky… Blue and gray, and the wind will caress my face and the cold will make my nose shiver but I love it… Every bit… And I’ll forget everything… All that had made me sick of people, sick of life will be gone. And lately I have not been able to imagine it without you. And I cannot wait to fly through it…

“Here…
I’m still waiting here, my dear,
For one kiss from you.
So here… I’m still waiting here, my dear.
To kill all of you.
To kill all of you…”
- Always and Never, Coheed and Cambria 

Take my hand and jump… Lets cut through the azure sky… Close your eyes, squeeze my hand, and fall with me… Like I’ve fallen…

 ”We sleep soundly in our beds because rough men stand ready in the night to visit violence on those who would do us harm.” – Winston Churchill

“I fought the decisions that called and lost.
My mark has the relevant piece in this,
I will come reformed.
In short, for the murders of those I court,
I bless the hour that holds your fall.
I will kill you all…”
- The Crowing, Coheed and Cambria 

(Source: cunt3r)

Seriously.

Captain Miller: I’m a schoolteacher. I teach English composition… in this little town called Adley, Pennsylvania. The last eleven years, I’ve been at Thomas Alva Edison High School. I was a coach of the baseball team in the springtime. Back home, I tell people what I do for a living and they think well, now that figures. But over here, it’s a big, a big mystery. So, I guess I’ve changed some. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve changed so much my wife is even going to recognize me, whenever it is that I get back to her. And how I’ll ever be able to tell her about days like today. Ah, Ryan. I don’t know anything about Ryan. I don’t care. The man means nothing to me. It’s just a name. But if… You know if going to Rumelle and finding him so that he can go home. If that earns me the right to get back to my wife, then that’s my mission. 
[to Private Reiben] 
Captain Miller: You want to leave? You want to go off and fight the war? All right. All right. I won’t stop you. I’ll even put in the paperwork. I just know that every man I kill the farther away from home I feel. 

Alyssa: Why are we stopping? 
Holden: ‘Cause I can’t take this. 
Alyssa: Can’t take what? 
Holden: I love you. 
Alyssa: You love me? 
Holden: I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we’re great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I’m sure that’s what you’ll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the-the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is-is-is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can’t take this anymore. I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can’t-I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that-that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, ‘cause I’ve never felt this way before, and I-I don’t care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can’t hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn’t allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I’ll accept that. But I know, I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there’s a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. And all I ask, please, is that you just - you just not dismiss that, and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn’t another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I’m with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can’t deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I’d never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of. 

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